Past Memories + Mixed Feelings by melohhdee, literature
Literature
Past Memories + Mixed Feelings
I'm sitting here hoping that you will knock on my door, just so I can slam it in your face, oh I wish I could.
I'm waiting for a text from you saying 'hey, how have you been?' when that day comes I'll press the delete button, oh I wish I could.
You're gonna call me, only find the call screened, oh I wish I could.
You have bound me to a rope filled with memories and past feelings, things I want to forget but simply can't.
When you came around I laughed at the attempt of a lovesick boy wanting my attention, wanting my heart.
However karma works both ways... it gave him the love he that wanted and gave me a lesson I needed.
He put a spell
Screw non-dairy creamers and jumbo shrimp, love is the biggest oxymoron.
Think about it, you fall fast but you want to go slow;
You can feel the greatest internal pleasure, yet receive great pain;
He's the nicest guy on earth yet he can be the biggest jerk;
You'd do anything for him, but put your own needs ahead of his;
And it makes you so sane yet so crazy.
Why must us girls go through these highs and lows?
Why do we constantly put ourselves through such pain?
Are girls just born masochists?
No, we're not, we're just girls that happen to fall in love with that one guy...
You loved him, you lost him, and you will forever mourn that
I understαnd thαt it's hαrd for you right now, but just becαuse when you look up αt the sky, with no stαrs in sight, doesn't meαn you should stop looking for one. Eventuαlly you will find one, it mαy not be the brightest stαr or the biggest stαr but thαt stαr is your guiding light through your moment of dαrkness. As soon αs you see thαt stαr you need to hold onto it with deαr life becαuse eventuαlly dαwn will breαk & the sun will shine. The sun thαt shines in the bright blue sky will be thαt one stαr, thαt one hope
I understαnd thαt it's hαrd for you right now, but just becαuse when you look up αt the sky, with no stαrs in sight, doesn't meαn you should stop looking for one. Eventuαlly you will find one, it mαy not be the brightest stαr or the biggest stαr but thαt stαr is your guiding light through your moment of dαrkness. As soon αs you see thαt stαr you need to hold onto it with deαr life becαuse eventuαlly dαwn will breαk & the sun will shine. The sun thαt shines in the bright blue sky will be thαt one stαr, thαt one hope
Screw non-dairy creamers and jumbo shrimp, love is the biggest oxymoron.
Think about it, you fall fast but you want to go slow;
You can feel the greatest internal pleasure, yet receive great pain;
He's the nicest guy on earth yet he can be the biggest jerk;
You'd do anything for him, but put your own needs ahead of his;
And it makes you so sane yet so crazy.
Why must us girls go through these highs and lows?
Why do we constantly put ourselves through such pain?
Are girls just born masochists?
No, we're not, we're just girls that happen to fall in love with that one guy...
You loved him, you lost him, and you will forever mourn that
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